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Fic: 3am (Wicked RPS: Idina/Kristin)
TITLE: 3am
AUTHOR: Angie
FANDOM: Wicked RPS
PAIRING: Idina/Kristin
SUMMARY: Kristin is awake and thinking
RATING: PG-13
DISCLAIMER: I am in no way implying that this is a true representation of the 'real-people' in the story. I mean no disrespect.
WORD COUNT: 427
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Angst ahoy. I was listening to the Girls Aloud song 'Deadlines and Diets' the other day and I thought - 'Hey, that's kinda Chenzelly'. This isn't a songfic. It's just inspired by the song. Download
It's 3am and you still look gorgeous. I wonder how it is that you can be lying in my bed, sleeping like a baby when I'm wide awake with a sick feeling sitting heavy in my gut. I don't know whether it's the gin I drank earlier, or the fact that I can see your wedding ring lying on my bedside table.
Your hair is splayed across my pillow, your face relaxed in slumber. Half of me wants to wake you up. Somehow when you're awake this doesn't seem so sordid and devious. Maybe it's your smile, it blinds me to the bad side. But right now as I look at you all I can think about is how wrong this is.
There's an annoying little voice at the back of my brain. It's telling me that I've seen this before, been here before. I've been someone’s secret. And in my heart I know you'll go back to him. If you were going to leave him you'd have done it by now. I know this sitting here now, but when I'm wrapped up in your arms and you're laughing in my ear, kissing my neck, it's the furthest thing from my mind. We're invincible then.
Half of me wants to let you sleep so that you don't have to leave. Because that's when reality really sets in. As soon as my door closes behind you a light goes out in my world. You go home to him and I’m left all alone in the dark.
I go through the motions of life the best I can. I pretend to care about auditions and diets and the odd guy who thinks to ask me out. Really I couldn’t care less about any of it. You’re the only real thing in my life.
Sometimes I try to think about our story as a movie. Two star-crossed lovers, meeting clandestinely and whispering declarations of love and need in the night. During the day; friends. Colleagues. People who sing together for a living. How would the movie end, I wonder? Would you come and catch me just before I set foot on a plane? Would I sweep into your house and give you an ultimatum? Something tells me it’d be more akin to a disaster movie than a romantic comedy. Still, I’ll stay on this road to disaster, with a smile on my face. Because of you.
And tomorrow night, when you’re looking into my eyes and singing with all of your heart and soul, in that moment you’ll be mine.
Deadlines and Diets
It's 3am and you still look gorgeous
My morning-after feeling's kicking in
I hate to say but I'm feeling nauseous
I put that down to too much gin
I'm cool until reality
Hits me in the face and drops the phone in the tea and
You left no number
Left your wedding ring
There's nothing left to do but kick back and sing
I've seen it before
I'll see it again
A never ending story of
Deadlines, diets, and devious men
Now just when things are going groovy
I see the rain clouds coming in
Wham-bam my life's a disaster movie
But as I'm going down I'll grin
I'm cool until reality
Hits me in the face and drops the phone in the tea and
You left no number
Left your wedding ring
There's nothing left to do but kick back and sing
I've seen it before
I'll see it again
A never ending story of
Deadlines, diets, and devious men
I've seen it before (yeah)
I'll see it again
A never ending story of
Deadlines, diets, and devious men
I'm cool until reality
Hits me in the face and drops a phone in the tea and
You left no number
Left your wedding ring
There's nothing left to do but kick back and sing
I've seen it before
I'll see it again
A never ending story of
Deadlines, diets, and devious men
Chorus to fade
AUTHOR: Angie
FANDOM: Wicked RPS
PAIRING: Idina/Kristin
SUMMARY: Kristin is awake and thinking
RATING: PG-13
DISCLAIMER: I am in no way implying that this is a true representation of the 'real-people' in the story. I mean no disrespect.
WORD COUNT: 427
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Angst ahoy. I was listening to the Girls Aloud song 'Deadlines and Diets' the other day and I thought - 'Hey, that's kinda Chenzelly'. This isn't a songfic. It's just inspired by the song. Download
It's 3am and you still look gorgeous. I wonder how it is that you can be lying in my bed, sleeping like a baby when I'm wide awake with a sick feeling sitting heavy in my gut. I don't know whether it's the gin I drank earlier, or the fact that I can see your wedding ring lying on my bedside table.
Your hair is splayed across my pillow, your face relaxed in slumber. Half of me wants to wake you up. Somehow when you're awake this doesn't seem so sordid and devious. Maybe it's your smile, it blinds me to the bad side. But right now as I look at you all I can think about is how wrong this is.
There's an annoying little voice at the back of my brain. It's telling me that I've seen this before, been here before. I've been someone’s secret. And in my heart I know you'll go back to him. If you were going to leave him you'd have done it by now. I know this sitting here now, but when I'm wrapped up in your arms and you're laughing in my ear, kissing my neck, it's the furthest thing from my mind. We're invincible then.
Half of me wants to let you sleep so that you don't have to leave. Because that's when reality really sets in. As soon as my door closes behind you a light goes out in my world. You go home to him and I’m left all alone in the dark.
I go through the motions of life the best I can. I pretend to care about auditions and diets and the odd guy who thinks to ask me out. Really I couldn’t care less about any of it. You’re the only real thing in my life.
Sometimes I try to think about our story as a movie. Two star-crossed lovers, meeting clandestinely and whispering declarations of love and need in the night. During the day; friends. Colleagues. People who sing together for a living. How would the movie end, I wonder? Would you come and catch me just before I set foot on a plane? Would I sweep into your house and give you an ultimatum? Something tells me it’d be more akin to a disaster movie than a romantic comedy. Still, I’ll stay on this road to disaster, with a smile on my face. Because of you.
And tomorrow night, when you’re looking into my eyes and singing with all of your heart and soul, in that moment you’ll be mine.
Deadlines and Diets
It's 3am and you still look gorgeous
My morning-after feeling's kicking in
I hate to say but I'm feeling nauseous
I put that down to too much gin
I'm cool until reality
Hits me in the face and drops the phone in the tea and
You left no number
Left your wedding ring
There's nothing left to do but kick back and sing
I've seen it before
I'll see it again
A never ending story of
Deadlines, diets, and devious men
Now just when things are going groovy
I see the rain clouds coming in
Wham-bam my life's a disaster movie
But as I'm going down I'll grin
I'm cool until reality
Hits me in the face and drops the phone in the tea and
You left no number
Left your wedding ring
There's nothing left to do but kick back and sing
I've seen it before
I'll see it again
A never ending story of
Deadlines, diets, and devious men
I've seen it before (yeah)
I'll see it again
A never ending story of
Deadlines, diets, and devious men
I'm cool until reality
Hits me in the face and drops a phone in the tea and
You left no number
Left your wedding ring
There's nothing left to do but kick back and sing
I've seen it before
I'll see it again
A never ending story of
Deadlines, diets, and devious men
Chorus to fade
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Wham-bam my life simply says don't movie but as I'm going down ill grin - I mean I am notoriously bad at getting lyrics right but the line that they have come up with doesn't even make sense and even I know that it's 'Wham-bam my life's a disaster movie'!
This does not in anyway detract from my love of the fic :)
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