Fic: Words left unspoken (Spooks, Zoe/Helen)

Title: Words left unspoken
Author: Angie
Fandom: Spooks
Pairing: Zoe/Helen
Summary: Five vignettey type things about Zoe and Helen's relationship. Set before and around the first three episodes of series one.
Rating: UK-15(ish) There's sex and swearing.
Author's Notes 1: Lisa Faulkner's death in Spooks traumatised me the first time. So much so that I didn't watch Spooks again. But I have recently forced myself to watch the whole of the first series. And it occurred to me that Zoe seemed an awful lot more upset at Helen's death than anyone else did. Thus, in my mind, they were obviously having a torrid affair.
Author's Notes 2: I have not cross-posted this anywhere because I am completely new to the Spooks fandom and am trying to remain unspoiled for the rest of the series (I have S2 & S3 ready to rock) so I haven't investigated any comms yet. Any recommendations?
Author's Notes 3: This has nothing to do with the fic, but I was absolutely flabbergasted when I found out that both Matthew Macfadyen and Keeley Hawes were younger than Lisa Faulkner. I am assuming that their characters were supposed to be older than her.

( ...five glimpses... )