I am so shocked by this I can barely function. Seriously. Imagine how I feel!!!!! It's horrible.

The Will/Emma bits in LaV made me feel physically ill. I didn't notice that so much as Jayma's big eyes. She just looked so happy and adorable and I wanted things to work for her. It goes against everything that I believe in but I definitely wanted it for her.

I cannot believe you'd be so disloyal to Terri. I love Terri most of all. You know that.

I may have to shun you. I deserve nothing less but the thought saddens me.


Still reeling from that Will/Emma thing... Stop mentioning it. I feel bad enough as it is.